AOH :: LUCIFER.TXT
Summoning Lucifer Rag Phile
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"Summoning Lucifer" background.
The following two conversations were captured by (0:103/503:0) on
January 2, 1987 around six in the evening. The messages in UPPER CASE are
from the sysop, David Rice, and the messages in lower case are from Marvin
(last name withheld here).
The purpose of the exchange on my part (David) was one of amused
tolerance at first, and moved into a psudo-counselor as I realised he
was serious. I have no doubts AT ALL that Marvin has in fact tried to
"summon" Lucifer, though his sucesses I think were doubtfull.
If he did indeed summon these entities, I feel confident that they
were created in his mind only, and did not actually take on physical form.
The complexities of his answers are an interesting collection of well-known
magick Lore and wishful make-believe.
Note the lurking hostility and "I don't care of the concequences"
that shadow the whole conversation (besides outright hostility at first).
This is probably how he thinks a "wizzard" should be, and may not actually
represent his true self.
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[ Session One, edited by D. Rice shortly afterwards. I captured the ]
[ conversation for it's potential use in legal actions resulting ]
[ from his open hostility, and any future problems which I may ]
[ require background information. ]
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you, egotistical asshole, say that we are free to use this
board to post any message we like. well some ASSHOLE i don't
even know decided to start making short cracks about my messages
which i by the way did not even ask for and you as sysop should
be able to stop it capse!!!!!!!CHAPSEAPESE [?]
THANK YOU
VERY MUCH FOR SHARING THAT. I WONDER WHO THIS PERSON YOU
ARE REPERING TO IS?
some david rice i believe?
YOU THINK THIS "DAVID RICE" HAS BEEN MEAN TO YOU? HOW?
not at all i simply
think he is an asshole who i can do nothing about at this time
and you can[.] i mean think about[:] though revenge is a petty motive[,]
it is a worth while one.
OH, WELL. I DO NOT KNOW THE DIRECT REFERANCES
THAT YOU FOUND OBJECTIONABLE. PERHAPS HE FINDS THE IDEA OF "WIZZARD
DUELS" OFFENCIVE?
i think i am missing something. i did not quite
catch your name?
MASTER DAVID RICE, AT YOUR SERVICE.
oh. well hum isnt that
interesting. but since i do have your full attention
tell me what is FUNNY or OFFENSIVE about my objective or
my means of dealing with upspurers?
PERHAPS I WAS / AM TOO HARD
ON YOU. YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, AND ALWAYS WILL BE, FREE TO VOICE
OPINIONS, PHILOSOPHIES, ETC. HERE. BUT THE IDEA THAT ONE
WOULD LOOK FOR A GROUP TO "SUMMON LUCIFER" IS ONE I FOUND
~
FUNNY. WHY HARM YOURSELF SO BADDLY?
i wouldn't harm myself !!! first
and foremost i haven't enough power alone to summon him myself
if i did i would have never posted the message. i do have considerable
powers though and even on occasion i have summoned asmodeus
which is no small potatoes but i was, i guess, being a little
to narrow mind[ed] perhaps but i asure you once lucifer was summoned
he would not leave my control unless some one was idiotic
enough to step from the circle but woe even then would betide
thier soul and life not mine and i am more than positive
i could summon enough power by my self to banish him back
to hell.
I AM IMPRESSED WITH YOUR ABILITY (I MEAN THIS). IT'S
NOT AN EASY FEAT TO MAINTAIN THAT MUCH EVNERGY. BUT WOULDN'T
IT BE MUCH EASIER TO SUMMON A "NICE" ENTITY THAN OLE LUCIFER?
NOW ABOUT DIONYSUS? OR EVEN VENUS, FOR THAT MATTER?
wonderful
and fine but the knowledge i seek is commanded only by ole lucifer
himself and i was assured this by all four of the quadrants
and i am pretty sure none of
the four elementals summoned lied to me.
HUMM. WHAT KNOWLEDGE
DO YOU SEEK, AND WHAT IS THE MEANS AND RESULTS YOU SEEK?
well in
short the elemental said that only lucifer could tell me exactly
when the false prophet would be born and the reason i seek
this knowledge is to prepare so that i might destroy hin. you
see i am not that young any more and i am not inherntly
evil either. you could say i am an aging man looking for
a way into heaven.
THAT IS ADMERABLE. THERE ARE MANY "CHRISTIANS"
WHO WOULD NOT GO SO FAR AND DARE SO MUCH, FOR LITTLE OR NO GAIN.
BUT THERE IS ALSO ALOT OF "LITTLE" THINGS ONE CAN DO TO FIGHT
THE "FALSE PROPHETS" THAT WE WERE WARNED TO EXPECT. IF MANY
PEOPLE WOULD JOIN TOGEATHER, AND JUST TAKE CARE OF ONE ILL THAT
PLAGUES HUMANKIND, THAT WOULD BE A VICTORY.
first don't
think my motives are that pure[.] if the old boy hasn't
planned arrmageddon yet than i am sure he will have oodles and
boodles of other info which i will happily except. and have
you been "touched" -- can you see the false prohet? because if
you can't then i know i can and as far as i know there is
no ceremony within my field that can let me[,] than as you say
i will have to come up with something smaller to do. i have
seen death and i fear him even though i know i should not. time
is no man's friend.
WOW! FIRST OFF, YOU BELIEVE THAT ARMAGEDDON
WILL BE THE ACT OF THE FALSE PROPHET (ANTI-CHRIST)? I HAVE ALWAYS
THOUGHT IT WOULD HAPPEN THROUGH OUR OWN APPATHY, IGNORANCE, AND
REFUSAL TO SHARE. SECOND, I KNOW THIS "FALSE PROPHET" VERY WELL,
AS I SEE HIM WALK THE STREETS AND IN THE EYES OF MANY PEOPLE
I MEET. AS FOR FEARING DEATH, I CONFESS THAT I TOO DO, BUT I
KNOW INTELECTUALLY THAT IT'S JUST A PART OF LIFE, AND THAT I'LL
"LIVE THROUGH IT", PARDON THE PUN.
you[,] i think[,] define arrmagedon
diffrently than i do. you see i most defenitly do not fear
man or what ever we come up with i know i have more than enough
power to protect myself and the ones i love from a nuclear war
or some other man made catastrophe. when i speak of arrmegedon
i speak of the beast and all the thing[s] in revalations. also
if you truly see the anti-christ in the i eyes of his followers
and not death or murder or disease
or some other man"made thing than you truly have power which
is a thousand times greater than mine (AND I MEAN
THAT!!!!).
AHHH. I SEE. THE ARRMAGEDDON I WAS REFERING TO IS
MORE OF A "NATURAL" OUTCOME OF EVENTS WE SET IN MOTION, AND
THEN REFUSE TO ACCEPT RESPONSIBIBLTY FOR. AS FOR MY SEEING
THE ANTI-CHRIST WALKING THE STREET, I SEE WE ARE ALSO TAKLKING
DIIFFERENT SUBJECTS. I SEE THE ANTI-CHRIST AS A COLLECTIVE
ILL, AND NOT AS AN INDIVIDUAL. THERE IS ALOT OF TALK AMOUNG
PSYCHICS THAT THIS ANTI-CHRIST WAS BORN FEBUARY 6, 1966 DURING
THE LARGE COLLECTION OF PLANETS IN AQUARIUS.
no i think not
though i may be wrong (as usual so far) i have "friends" who
i believe would have [felt] such great an evil as it entered
our world! mortal plane of exsistance. and i am speaking
of the one creature (he cannot be called a man) when i ask if
you can see him.
WELL, NO ONE CAN NOT LOOK IN THE FACE OF CHARELS
MANSON, AND SAY THAT EVIL DOESN'T WALK THE EARTH AT THIS TIME.
HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT THIS LUCIFER IS JUST A CONSTRUCT
MADE UP BY CHRISTIANS CENTUARYS (sp?) AGO? AND THAT AS
A "LIVING" ENTITY AND INDIVIDUAL, HE/IT DOESN'T EXIST?
yes there
is the idea that hell is simply a nother plane of exsistance
and that lucifer may be just "swamp gas" or some other
thing so usually [maybe] i am wrong again and being my seame [my]
narrow minded self. what by the way does (sp?)
meqan and sorry (i dont know if it effected you ab) about
the erasal.
PLEASE HOLD WHILE I RESET THE TIMER [a page was lost here-- Ed]
is relesed into
my circle of protection/power. what happens in essence is that
the cicle is like a boundry and my power is trapped inside
of it. well as i chant the invocation tho summon a being this
power becomes intensified and when i finish the invocation if
the power has intensified enough than the entity is forced to
move through the ether into the mortal plane of exsistance
some times they want to, sometimes they don't. lucifer doesn't
AND i dont have enough power built up to make him so i need
HELP. at any rate when the entity comes he/she is normally
under my complete control[.] not always though and that causes
PROBLEMS but at any rate they can't harm me inside the circle
and i can most easliy [always] banish them. well when they come
i either have them channel the power inside the circle for me
or i have them "teach" me how to channel my power
myself .that is [it] in a nutshell how wizardry works: you summon
a creature[,] have him "cast a spell" using your power[,] or have
him teach you how to "cast a spell" by yourself.
WOW!
I FIND THIS VERY, VERY INTERESTING. MY KNOWLEDGE OF SUCH THINGS
IS VERY SMALL, AND I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED MORE. THE POWER I HAVE
ALWAYS DREAMED OF HAVING, BESIDE OVER MY SELF AND MY LIFE, IS
THE POWER TO RID THE EARTH OF LITTER, POLUTION, ETC. BUT THEN
I REALISED THAT I *do* HAVE THAT POWER, ON A SMALL SCALE: I
JUST STOP USING MANY PRODUCTS WRAPED IN PLANSTIC, USE A WATERLESS
TOILET, ETC. (P.S. THE "(sp?)" MEANS THAT I'M NOT SURE OF THE
SPELLING OF THE WORD BEFORE IT.) I HAVE ANOTHER QUESTION OR TWO,
IF I MAY? HOW DO YOU FEEL AFTER RAISING ALL THAT POWER?
COLD, HOT, HAPPY? SAD? ESTATIC?
well when in the circle the power gathers through
you and CLEANSES you spirtually[,] phisicaly and
meantally. i mean it is GREAT. you feel like you have eaten
the best ever (this is every time by the way) but you
don't go to the bathroon for days because it
has clensed out all your wastes and your wonderfully
exsilsilerated(sp?) mentally and spirtully it feel like you
have just done
a deed that you know God is smiling about. after the ceremony
though you feel exsausted depending on how much power you used
compared to how much you have and if you did something evil you may
have a concinse (sp?) so you may feel bad.
GEE. THAT
SOUNDS JUST LIKE WHAT I IMAGINE SEX IS LIKE (I WISH I KNEW FOR
SURE!) I WAS ALSO WONDERING WHAT PREPERATION IS REQUIRED, TO
NOT ONLY SET UP YOUR "WORK" AREA, BUT TO PROTECT YOUR SPACE
AS WELL. I WOULD NOT WISH TO SUMMON ANYTHING THAT COULD DO ME
HARM, AND LET IT LOSE. THE CHANCE THAT IT WOULD STAY AROUND
LURKING IN THE KITCHEN PLAYING WITH THE KNIFES IS A THOUGHT
I'D RATHER NOT DWEL ON.
as for set up, first you need to prepare
an area inscribing the circle of protection that
the sygil of the creature you wish to summon than you need
to say a few chants to consercrate it. (the drawing˙of cickle
and protesygil is do with chalk). i use the proper circle
so i KNOW that anything i summon no matter how powerful
cannot harm me. second you have to say seven psalms and consercrate
yourself with holy water (A VERY HARD SUBSTANCE TO COME BY). p.s.
how old are you david.
I AM 27.45 YEARS OLD (AN OLD MAN, I'M
TOLD). THERE IS SOME DISCUSSION ON THE MEANING TOF THE PENTAGRAM.
WHAT DO YOU THINK THE MEANING IS? DO YOU USE THE SYMBOL FOR
SUMMONING?
david i am terribly sorry but i have to sign
off for and hour can we continue this covesation at six? and
how old are you 27 or 45 and normally i dont use the pentagram
and i never use it for my protection.
OOPS! THAT'S 27 POINT 45 OR ALMOST 27 AND A HALF YEARS OLD.
OK, WE CAN CONTINUE AT
A LATER TIME. I ENJOYED CATTING, AND WILL TRY TO BE NICER.
o.k wonderfully signing off.
HELLO, FOR SESSION TWO.
Hello Davdiid. so what are you interested
in. i will answer anything i can?
WELL, I'M INTERESTED IN THE
FORM THAT THESE ENTITIES TAKE. ARE THAY "FOG", FLESH, ETC.?
well
normally the incantation causes them to appear in whatever
form i choose but they always have red eyes (or at least the
demons do) that burn like fire. quite cute.
HEE, HEE. I'D LIKE
A CUTE DEAMON WITH A VERY SMALL BIKINI, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
I CONFESS THAT THE IDEA OF SUMMONING SOMETHING ONE CANNOT TOTALLY
CONTROL BOTHERS ME. THERE IS SO MUCH OTHER THINGS ONE CAN FOCUS
THEIR THOUGHTS AND ENERGIES ON. COULD YOU PLEASE TELL ME HOW
YOU DEAL WITH THE RESPONSIBILITY OF BRINGING SOMETHING TO THE
EARTH-PLANE, THAT MAY CAUSE HARM TO OTHERS? IT'S MORE A KARMIC
DEBT THAN I'D BE WILLING TO PAY.
no. no. the only way someone
could be harmed is if they were within my sight but not my circle. it's
no problem if they break free of my control they can only destroy
what is with in my sight. IF it broke free [IT] would find
itself banished with maraculous(sp?) speed. if
you dont become scared and leave the protection of the cicle
than you are quite safe.
OH. I THOUGH THAT IF ONE'S MIND (WILL)
CONTROLS WHAT ONE SUMMONS, THE ENTITY SUMMONED KNOWS (MAGICALLY?)
HOW TO CONTROL THE MIND. I'M NOT EXPRESSING THIS WELL. IT'S
LIKE THE FRANKENSTIEN MONSTER MORAL THAT SAYS "WHAT YOU CREATE
MAY DESTROY YOU". ALSO, I HAVE READ OF SOME CHRISTIANS WHO PERFORMED
AN EXORCISM WITHOUT PROPER STUDY, AND ENDED UP WITH CASTING
THE "DEMON" OUT OF THE AFFECTED PERSON, BUT INTO ANOTHER. DO
YOU THINK THAT IS POSSIBLE?
oh possesion. quite another thing
entirely! yes the entity summoned can posses you if you do not
protect yourself spirtually and they, i am afraid, do it quite
easily. a few of my "friends" said that is what warped Chareles
Manson so much.
YES, AND EVEN MANSON SAID HE WAS THE DEVIL INCARNATE.
HE WAS ASKED WHEN THE DEVIL WOULD COME TO EARTH, AND HE SAID
"I'M ALREADY OUT THERE, MAN." WITH THAT CRAZED LOOK IN HIS EYES.
AS FOR POSESSION, I BELEVEAVE MANY HAVE EXPERIANCED
EXTERNAL ATTEMPS AT A LESSER POSESSION CALLED "OBSESSION" (NOT
WHAT WE NORNALLY CONSIDER OBESSESSION). WHERE THE EXTERNAL
"FORCE" SUBTELY GUIDES AND CONTROLS IT'S HOST.
yes yes all
of what you said is quite true but i assure you i am not possessed
and doubt that i would be foolhardy enough to not prepare myself
spiritually.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO APPLY THAT (I
MEAN EMPLY). THE POINT I WAS THINKING WAS THAT I HAVE EXPEREANCED
WHAT I CALL "PSYCHIC ATTACKS", WHERE ALOT OF MENTAL AND
EVEN PHISICAL DAMAGE WAS DONE. I HAVE ALSO TAKED TO SOMEONE
IN THE MAGICK ECHO THAT HAD THE SAME THING HAPPEN TO HIM, EXACTLY!
AND IN THE SAME CIRCOMSTANCES (SP?) TOO. I STILL DON'T THINK
ANYTHING "OUT THERE" CAN HARM ONE IF ONE DOESN'T WANT IT TOO.
IT'S JUST THAT THERE ARE TIMES I FELL THAT something IS OUT THERE,
WAITTING.
oh i understand. yes, i have had mental battles before
with demons i summoned that left me very much worse
for the wear. but that doesn't normally happen. you see if the
demon were to win he would find himself trapped because the
will works like a flood gate (and they know
it), so that when to much pressure builds up it opens, letting
stuff flood into the subconsisce (sp?) and then snaps back such
and it only opens one way.
SO YOU'RE SAYING THAT THE "POSESSION"
WORKS BOTH WAYS? I HAVE READ OF A PRIEST CASTING OUT A DEMON
(OR DOZEN) AND THE DEMON SAID THAT LUCIFER TOLD HIM HE
COULDN'T LEAVE, THOUGH THE DEMON WANTED TO. WIERD. WOULD YOU
TELL ME WHAT FORM YOUR "ATTACKS" HAVE TAKEN? MAYBE THEY ARE
THE SAME AS i AND OTHERS HAVE FELT? I WILL KNOW ALOT MORE
ABOUT WEATHER IT WAS JUST MY IMAGINATION OR NOT.
most attacks
i have experienced happened with me battling a dog.
i by they way did not see myself also i felt a presence in my
mind directing the dog.
HUM. I HAVE "PROJECTED" MY MIND
INTO A CAT BEFORE, BUT IT FELT TOO WIERD. THE "ATTACK" THAT
I HAVE FELT IS FIRST OFF A FEELING LIKE SOMETHING WAS SITTING
NEXT TO ME, *** WISHING TO EAT ME ***. IT MUST BE WHAT A MOUSE
FEELS WHILE IN THE CAGE WITH THE SNAKE. ANYHOW, I FELT A "HAND"
GRAB ME BY THE FOREHEAD AND PRESS DOWN WITH A GREAT DEAL OF
FORCE. LIKE SOMEONE VERY HEAVY KNEELING ON MY HEAD. AND MY EARS
RING, I CAN'T BREATHE, AND MY BODY CLENCHES TIGHTLY. THIS HAPPENS
WHEN I THINK ABOUT GOOD AND EVIL, AND CONTEMPLATING "EVIL ENTITIES"
LIKE SATAN. THERE IS ANOTHER PERSON WHO THIS HAS HAPPENED TO.
IT'S FRIGHTENING.
this is always how my attacks begin (my
attack by the way usally come after summoning a demon partially
but not completing the invocation.) but long about
the time i feel my breath starting to be suckerd away i use
a will of energy to force the entity into my mind so that we
may battle properly. this by the way is more
dangerous because if the demon would ever win he would be in
my mind and in total control.
YES! THAT IS WHAT I FELT. I KNEW
THAT IF IT WON, I'D BE LOST AND COULD NEVER "GET BACK IN" MY
BODY. IT WAS A VERY WIERD FEELING. SO YOU WOULD SAY THAT MY
CONCENTRATINBG ON "SATAN" PARTILALLY SUMMONED HIM? ALSO, WHY
WOULD YOU WISH TO "BATTLE" A DEMON IN YOU'RE MIND? WHY NOT JUST
RUN LIKE HELL, (PARDON THE EXPRESSION)?
yes YES!! you know the
old expression "speak of the devil and he shalt come" well it
IS TRUTH!!! and if i battle the demon within and
win than i am promised more power because i "comsume" him and
all the power he carries with him.
WOWWIE! BUT MY QUESTIONING
STILL REMAINS: IF THE METHOD IS SO DANGEROUS, WHY NOT USE ONE'S
"POWER" IN OTHER THINGS? SOME PEOPLE CLIMB MOUNTAINS, OTHERS
SERVE IN SUICIDE HOTLINES. THESE METHODS ALL "RAISE ONE'S POWER",
BUT CAUSE A GOOD DEAL LESS HARM FOR THE MOST PART.
how could
those other methods raise ones power? explain.
WELL, JUST
AS PROJECTING HARM CAUSES ONE THREE-FOLD HARM, IT FOLLOWS
THAT PROJECTING "GOOD" WILL RETURN "GOOD" THREE-FOLD. IT'S JUST
MY OPINION. I SUSPECT WE MAY NEVER KNOW FOR SURE.
i understand
but i don't need good. i need substantial power [on} which i
can "feed" so i can reuse the power i claimed . and don't
misinterperate me- i normally dont want to battle demons
and i dont normally leave incantations half finished.
I BELEAVE
I HAVE MET SOME "PSYCHIC VAMPIRES" BEFORE, LIKE IN A CONVELECENT
HOSPITAL, WHERE THE SICK DRAW ON ANYTHING TO HELP THEM LIVE.
AS FOR "FEEDING", I THINK A GOOD JOG DOWN THE BEACH WILL DO
THE SAME. AS FOR PROTECTION, I HAVE LEARNED TO SURROUND MYSELF
WITH A PROTECTIVE BUBBLE. I DO SO EVERYTIME I ATTEMPT TO HEAL
SOMEONE AT A DISTANCE (I PUT THEM ON MY "SCREEN", AND VISUALIZE
THEM HEALTHY). I HAVE YET TO BE HARMED THIS WAY, I FEEL, BECAUSE
I'M DOING IT TO RAISE SOMEONE ELSE'S "POWER", AND NOT MY OWN.
all
well i don't draw from other people so i can't be doing anything
awful and i most definitly don't care if i do: i am practical
you know.
WELL, THAT BRINGS IN THE QUESTION OF RESPONSIBILITY
AGAIN. I DON'T LIKE TO GAIN THROUGH ANOTHERS LOSS, THOUGH I
KNOW THAT'S THE STRUCTURE LIFE IS BUILT ON. THAT'S WHY , AMONG
OTHER REASONS, THAT I DON'T EAT MEAT, AND RESTRICT MY TRASH
TO ONLY BIO-DEGRADABLE. IF I DIDN'T EARN SOMETHING, i don't
want it!!!
you must be more practiclal David. i mean you
need to gain a large amount of knowledge during a ceremony
and then see just how greedy one can get even though it
could cost others.
NO ONE NEED TELL ME THAT THERE ARE THOSE WHO
WOULDN'T HESITATE TO USE ME FOR COMPOST, ** if i let them ** BUT
I FIND THAT I CAN USUALLY FIND ALL THE KNOWLEDGE I NEED, RIGHT
IN MY OWN MIND. I JUST HAVE TO COAX IT OUT, WHICH IS OFTEN HARD.
ALSO, THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE THIS HARD WORK FOR
ME ALREADY, AND ALL I NEED TO DO IS READ THEIR BOOKS OR SEEK
THEM OUT.
well i understand what you are saying and i am as you
say willing to give you any knowledge you want. so is there anything
else interesting you about wizardry? hum is there? huh huh huh?
WELL,
FIRST OFF I THINK THAT "KNOWLEDGE" COMES FROM within, AND THAT
ONLY "INFORMATION" IS GATHERED FROM AN EXTERNAL SOURCE. AS TO
"WIZZARDRY", I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT, AND REALLY CAN'T
SEE WHY I WOULD NEED TO KNOW MUCH IF ANYTHING. I FIND THAT SERVICE
TO OTHERS, AND "LOVE" IS JUST AS GOOD AT RAISING ONE'S "POWER"
THAN ANYTHING ELSE.
okay i under stand . i will not classify
the info we have share under the title "wizardry" any more
and i will just go with the flow, so to speak, so it will be
easier .
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, THERE IS A "SATANIST" NAMED TIM
MARONEY ON THE MAGICK ECHO. HE MAY LIKE TO DISCUSS THINGS WITH
YOU. THEN AGAIN, HE MAY NO LONGER BE USING THE ECHO
(WE AREN'T SURE). I MUST ALSO CONFESS THAT I'M INTERESTED IN
THE "DESIGNS" YOU DRAW WITH CHALK. IF NOT A PENTACAL, THEN
WHAT?
i use the sygil and incantation from an acient eleventh
century latin manuscript that was translated though i still
use the latin chants.
I HAVE OFTEN WISHED I KNEW LATIN! IT'S
SUCH A USEFUL LANGUAGE. THE ROSCRUTIAN ORDER HAS A "HERMETIC
SEAL" MEDALION, THAT I FEEL IS VERY POWERFUL. I WOULD
LIKE A WALL POSTER OF IT. OR HAVE IT PAINTED ON THE FLOOR, OR
AS A BED SHEET.
hum very interesting i speak latin fluently so
if its in latin i would love to translate it. also if it is
on a medaliion than get one leave a message to me with the
words it says on it and i witll begin translation at once!
WELL,
I'M NOT SURE, BUT I THINK THE ONLY THING WITH LETTERS ON IT
ARE JUST GREEK CHARACTERS, THAT DON'T ACTUALLY SPELL ANYTHING,
BUT RATHER MEAN SOMETHING BY THEMSELVES. ALSO, THERE IS A MASSONIC
MEDALION WITH COMPASS AND DIVIDERS THAT'S REALLY NEAT. I'D
LIKE A MEDALION OF THAT, AS WELL, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO
GET ONE.
yes a lake of info. well i need to sign off if you don't
mind i have thing thatS must be done in this mundane world, unfortunatly.
OK. SEE YOU. BYE.
Session three, January 3, 1988 at 8:10, when I was minding
my own business. Please see the comment text for this
session for my evaluation.
YOU RANG?
Yes,very nice you to answer.
HOW VERY NICE OF ME TO RUN THIS BBS
Don't give you self delusions of granduer david.Very
bad for the phyce.
I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF MYSELF AS ONE OF THE BEST.
wonderful,but i didn't call so you could praise yourself.i
am having problems will infiedels and i am no longer happy.!!
WERE YOU EVER HAPPY? ALSO, IF SOMEONE IS BOTHERING YOU, WHY GIVE
THEM POWER BY BEING UNHAPPY ABOUT THEM?
all find and dandy but
i find revenge to be much more sweet and i must answer my messages
now musn't i?
WHAT FORM WOULD THIS "REVENGE" TAKE,
AND WHY WOULD ANYONE WISH TO REVENGE ONESSELF ON ANOTHER WHEN
IT REQUIRES SO MUCH EFFORT? IF ONE JUST LETS IT "SLIDE", OR
PASS, ONE HAS GAINED A SMALL VICTORY FOR ONESSELF JUST AS
MUCH AS REVENGE.
because of course this is such a WONDERFUL
board ,left my little wanted note in the echo-mail and all i
have recieved back from it is a lot of crass behavior from
people i dont even know. well i am getting tired of
it and need a little info that you can supply say a name to
go with a handle?
WELL, THAT'S A TALL ORDER! FIRST OFF, I THINK
YOU PICKED THE WRONG ECHO. THE FOLKS IN THE MAGICK ECHO, FOR
THE MOST PART, DON'T BELIEVE THAT LUCIFER NEVEN EXISTS, LET
ALONE WOULD WISH TO HELP SOMEONE "SUMMON" HIM/IT. AND AS FOR
A HANDLE, YOU ARE FREE TO USE ANYTHING YOU CHOOSE, EVEN
"LUCIFER" IF YOU FELL LIKE IT.
yes but when someone registers
with the bbs dont they leave thier real name? i cant remember
the questionare i fill led out for this board when i
signed on so i am not for sure .you see if i know a persons
real name then i can summon an entity which can tell me the
persons TRUE name then i can exact my REVENGE!
GREAT. I DIDN'T
KNOW IT WORKED LIKE THAT. AS FOR A QUESTIONAIR, THER WASN'T
ONE. IF SOMEONE USES AN OBJECTIONABLE NAME SUCH AS ronald reagan
OR MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS "REAL", THEN i FIND I MUST REMOVE
THEM FROM THE USER LIST. ANY HANDLE HERE IS OK, EVEN THE PERSON
CALLED "DOCTOR INTERCOURESE". AS FOR REVENGE (AGAIN), THE FEW
TIMES (WELL, LET'S SAY many TIMES) I HAVE TRIED REVENGE,
IT HAS ALWAYS CAUSED ME MORE TROUBLE THAN IT WAS WORTH.
that
is you. i am posititive that if i can figure out a persons
TRUE name then i can fuck them up preety bad to coin
the phrase.
THAT'S TOO BAD, THAT YOU'D WISH TO DO
THAT TO YOURSELF. IT WILL ALWAYS COME BACK AT YOU, ONLY MORE
SO. IT'S A FACT OF MODERN LIFE THAT IF ONE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT
HIMSELF, HE WON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE ELSE AS WELL. ALSO VISE
VERSA: I.E. IF ONE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT OTHERS, HE CAN'T CARE
ABOUT HIMSELF. ALSO YOU MENTIONED THAT MY OPENING REMARKS IN
THIS SESSION: "EGOTISTICAL" OR WHATNOT. WHAT'S WRONG
WITH THAT? IT'S A MUCH BETTER CHARACTER TRAIT THAT NOT GIVING
A DAMN ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE.
David,I apologize for causing you
any discomfort or remorse.I relize that you believe you are
only trying to protect my own evil ideas from harming me
and that we are friends and i I would most defintly try to
do the same for you .I know i I should not try to use our
friend ship for my own petty needs and that our mutual relationship
should be allowed to grow in harmony and happyiness. I will
try to relize you are only trying to help me be a better
person inside. And you are right this is A a DAMN good board!!!!!
WOW!
THERE IS SO MUCH IN THAT LAST PARAGRAPH! TO COMMENT: AS TO DISCOMFORT
AND REMORSE, I ONLY KNOW OF THESE (EXPERIANCE THEM) AS AN INTERNAL,
AND NOTHING OUTSIDE OF ME CAN CAUSE THESE FEELINGING. REMORSE
II ONLY KNOW BY ACTIONS I HAVE DONE AND FELT BAD ABOUT AFTERWARDS,
OR SOMETHING I FAILED TO DO. I HAVE NEVER KNOWN ANY OTHER KIND
OF REMORSE. AS TO MY TRYING TO HELP YOU AND YOUR RELATIONSHIP
TO "EVIL", I DON'T HAVE ANY THING TO SAY ABOUT IT- YOU ARE FREE
TO DO ANYTHING YOU WISH, GOOD or EVIL. HAVE AT IT: I'M NOT THE
ONE TO SAY WHAT YOU MAY AND MAY NOT DO. I JUST POINTED OUT
THAT IT WILL INVAIRABLE CAUSE YOU MORE GRIEF THAN HAPPINESS.
AS FOR A "DAMN GOOD BOARD", THANK YOU. IT COST A FEW DOLLARS,
BUT I ENJOY IT AND IT GIVES ME SOTHING TO DO.
you infidel.you mortal fool.you shall recieve the full fury of
my wrath and it is GREAT let me tell you. i shall destroy
thee master Rice and i have the fll power of hell backing me
in all my actions. prepare this night to meet your doom.
Well, that was bizzare, to say the least. I did not wish to have
another conversation with this person, but my ideas (sometimes misplaced)
of what the responsibilities of a system operator should do dictated that
I at least acknowledge his request for chatting. After all, it may have
been a reasonable request for some small SysOp-ly service I could perform.
Sadly, it was more of the same as the past two sessions. I was very
tempted to hang up on him, but felt this would push his already
questionable mental state over the edge. Looking back with hindsight, I
wish I had.
Session three was a lot more interesting than the others, with his
violently swinging state of mind. i.e. me starting as an "asshole" as
in session one, to a special "relationship" and "friend" in the middle
of session three, to hell bait at the end of session three.
After typing in his last word "doom", he hung up.
I feel this is a personality that is desperatly looking for a target.
Someone or something that he can use to vent his lack of power over his
life's events. I have seen people do anything, give everything, and dare
anything to gain even a tiny victory- even if it destroyes them.
Notice I said "lack of power" over his life. He shows a fixation on
gaining power at any cost, with any means, even to "consuming" demons to
get it.
If I knew anything about mental illness, I should have known better
than to tell him that his choice between "good" and "evil" were something
between himself and his God, and that it didn't matter to me. I say this
because I feel he very much wanted me to tell him to stop what he felt was
"evil" activities, and when I said it didn't matter to me, he totaly lost
control.
I will refrain from any more contact with this person, and set his
usage to my BBS at a low level, which will exclude the C)hat command. I
hope I have heard that last of him.
David Rice
(0:103/503.0)
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